emotional breakdown

I'm having an emotional breakdown today.
Actually, since yesterday.
But today's the worst.
I slept all day long.
I didn't answer any calls
I didn't eat.
I didn't tell anybody about my problem.
oh, I did, I told my bestfriend.

After woke up from a long long sleep,
Everybody is calling me
And I got a message from my brother
"Angah, even if you have a problem, please answer mum's call.
She's crying coz she's so worried about you"
 

Suddenly my body can't stop moving
I lost control
And I cried
Cried, cried and cried
I felt so guilty for letting them worrying about me
I'm sorry, Mak
I'm sorry Abah
And I'm sorry everybody.
I called them all, and I said I'm sorry.
And I can't stop crying.


:'(