my new baby :)

tuan-tuan dan puan-puan....

saya ada baby dah ni

baru dilahirkan kelmarin

sangat comel

eee gerrramm mak

tapi muka dia gelap sket

berat pun, tak berapa nak berat laaa

saya dah lama idamkan nak dapat baby

dapat juga akhirnya

nak tengok baby saya tak?

kejap saya upload :)

 

 

 

yes this is my baby

isn't it adorable?

I'd always wanted this.

remember i blogged about this before, the things that i wanna do?bla bla bla

yeah its one of those thing that I get now

next, Phuket. I will try my hardest to fulfill it :)

Love,

Yasmin

xoxo ;)

rasa jakun kejap

jakun?pasai pa?eh eh aku terikut rumate aku punya slang plak.hehe.

aku jakun ni sebenarnye sbb dah lamaa sgt tak berjumpa ngan member2 skola, then ahad lepas, i went to see hanei and ika. 

we took some pictures,using hanei's slr. itu yang aku jakun sebenarnye.lama dah aku xbergambar, skali ada gambar cantik daaa trus mahu tunjuk.teheeheee

That's about it! I had great fun there. Thanks kesayanganku :)

Wa nak balik JB. Yeayyyyy

JB tempat kesayanganku, JB tempat lahirku, JB ada famili ku dan JB tempat yang selesa bagiku.

Dan aku akan bertolak pulang pada esok hari.!I am very damn much cant wait for this to happen.

Persetankan perjalanan yang mengambil masa 5 jam, persetankan itu. 

Aku hanya mahu pulang.

I hate this place, honestly.

Love, 

Yasmin

its been a while. hello peeps!

hi hello apa khabar semua?ceh macam laaaaa ada orang tengok blog ni kan. tapi,apa aku kisah.lantaklah. fyi,selama-lama-lama niii aku tak update blog sebab: a.aku malas, b.aku busy naik semester baru, c.aku fed-up(dengan apa?) hmm,dengan semua yang ada di keliling aku. It feels like semua orang nak hukum aku, menyakitkan aku, mempertikaikan diriku dan macam-macam lagi. yea, mungkin aku paranoid sebab apa yang berlaku kat aku beberapa bulan yang lepas. Walau telah bermacam-macam cara aku cuba untuk atasi paranoia aku, ketakutan aku, ia masih berlegar-legar di kepala dan hatiku. Aku cuba berlaku baik terhadap semua, namun, dengan paranoidnya aku ni, aku rasa mereka hanya berpura. Dendam? Entahlah. Aku cuba tidak berdendam. Sejujurnya lah kan, aku hanya mahu lari je dari semua ni. Tiap-tiap hari yang aku lalui sekarang, pergi ke kelas, berjumpa dengan 'certain people',dengar gosip itu dan ini, membuatkan kebencian aku makin membara. Aku kini manusia yang sangat sensitif, dan ini bukan aku sebenarnya. Kenapa ia mengubah aku?eeee tak pahammlaaaaahhh!!

So right now, I'm tryna slow down a bit, distanced meself from the people and tryna mind my own business. and and striveee for the only thing I think I can focus on, which is my studies. AKU MASIH INGAT KAWAN-KAWAN AKU YANG LAMA DAN AKU AKAN SELAMA-LAMANYA INGAT DAN SAYANG DAN AMBIL BERAT TENTANG MEREKA, though aku hanya berdiam sahaja di sini. 

Oh,one more, lupa nak cakap, selama aku tak aktif di blog ini, aku telah buat account twitter. Baruuu je buat minggu lepas. But now, seperti yang aku cakap td, I tryna mind my own business, and I'm getting bored of people, sooo, i deactivated the account. hell yeah. cukuplah blog ini dan ym sebagai tempat aku meluahkan rasa.

Till then, Assalamualaikum.

You know you love me, xoxo (influenced by G.G :p )

Yasmin.

Going Away

Honestly, I don't like being here. And I don't like being there too. It’s all just too much for me and somehow both of these places show my weak points, and I got hurt and sad by that. So, I was thinking, if I could, I would like to go to someplace where I can begin all over again without knowing anyone from my past. Should I do that? Yes, you'll see when I do that. I’ll go away and you'll never see me again, within a short period of time. I’m serious. Its not that I'll forget my past, but gaining new experiences and meeting new people will be a good thing for me since I'm no more worthy here and there. In fact, no one trusted me, right, so I should go. I should go to..to where? I have no idea. To the west perhaps? Perhaps.. Once I get the money, I’ll flyyyy awayyyy lalalaaa can’t wait. Really, I can’t wait for that. And I’ll come back with more dignity and beauty so that no one will argue with me ever again. HAHA.

p/s: my lips won’t stop cursing. I'm pissing off. fuckfuckvhgjkdfbshvshbgkjfd!

frust tahap gaban

hi.

mungkin ramai dah tau keputusan exam UiTM dah keluar minggu lepas. aku pun dah lama tau result exam aku (sejak minggu lepas la jugak) and aku frust tahap gaban dengan result aku ni.haihh

last semester aku frust sebab dapat result paling rendah aku pernah dapat sepanjang aku jadi student uitm ni iaitu 3.25 (result sem lepas). yang sem ni pulak lain macam frustnya. nak tau sebab ape?sebab aku tak mencecah target yang aku nak. mungkin aku terlebih confident pun ada sikit la, tu yang target result pun nak gempak-gempak. last-last aku keciwa jugak. 

satu lagi, result aku kali ni lebih kurang sama dengan result aku masa diploma, semua nak sipi-sipi je lagi, mesti tak kena target. geram betoiii. orang lain ramai je yang boleh buat gempak-gempak, apsal aku tak boleh eh?ish tak bersyukur la yasmin ni, tapi nak wat camne, kite jeles tengok kejayaan orang lain dan kite frust kenapa kite tak boleh buat macam diorang. salah ke kite jeles?? 

hah, satu lagi, masuk sem depan, aku dah kene duduk rumah sewa pulak, macam first sem dulu, dan tengokla hasilnya dapat 3.25, result paling rendah. macam mane ni.duduk rumah sewa lagi  la aku banyak mainnnn. dan makannnn. tehehehee

ok ini jela craps yang aku nak merepek kali ni. orait bye.

eh, aku tak bagitau lagi la result aku berapa. aku dapat 3.42. frust tak frust?aku target dekan! :(

ok bye.

[M/V] GUMMY - As a Man ::: Kim Hyun Joong & Jung Ryeo Won

I LOVE HIM!

WITH ALL MY HEART 

xoxo :)

hmmmmmm,,,

there's so much going on in my mind, 

there's so much I wanna say

but I just can't.

because,because,

......hmm

I've tried living my life, as nice as I can,

avoiding problems

be nice to all

yet, what people see in me were my small mistakes

and thats all that matters

and just like that, they throw me away

as a person and as a friend, I tried trusting them,

accept all the weaknesses, and tried to always be there

the reason why people being harsh to me is because they don't expect friendship

I believed that

because..a friend doesn't leave their friend in bad situations

they stick with us no matter what

I admit, I'm not a good person either

but I tried to become one

yet, no one was giving me that chance

and thank you for that

I will never, never, never

trust a person

anymore

p/s: bosan sungguh duduk di rumah. semua serba tak kena.waduh waduhhh

Idola Amerika

Sebagai peminat kepada rancangan bersiri Amerika iaitu American Idol, pagi-pagi tidak seperti kebiasaannya aku telah bangun untuk menonton persembahan terakhir dan mengetahui siapa pemenang tahun ni. Dewyze atau Bowersox?

 

Personally, I like Mama Sox much more than I like Lee. Lee nyanyi bagus, tapi Crystal nyanyi laaaagii bagus. I mean, if you really watched the show, you can see that Crystal is doing her best but Lee macam menyanyi gitu-gitu je, macam tak serius, mungkin dia nervous kot. 

So, when the winner was announced, and Lee won, I was like, what? Lee doesn't deserve this. Tapi, Amerika dah vote macam tu kan, nak buat macamane. Bak kata my dad, Lee is  handsome, he's good looking, he has a commercial voice, and many of his fans were provoked to vote for him because of the judges comments which favours more to Crystal. Lagipun, not all people, especially the young ones, likes Crystal's music, ya know wat i mean?ececeh macam Randy plak aku yo yo yo mennn ;)

Mungkin ada baiknya Crystal tak menang. Why? In the past few years, cuba kita tengok contestant2 yang masuk, and compare, the winners and the runner ups, who shines more and siapa lagi popular? yang the first few years macam kelly clarkson or carrie underwood doesnt matter la. Contohnya, tengok David Archuleta lagi banyak single dia yang popular dari David Cook. And and Chris Allen and Adam Lambert, siapa? eventhough Lambert shines more on the competition, Allen menang because of his personality. This time, its Crystal and Lee. Many comments that I read says that Lee will be forgotten in the future, but not Crystal. They also predicted that Crystal will be more successful than Lee. Maybe yes, and I hope so. Yang tak bestnya Crystal tak menang, aku tak dapat dengar single baru dia yang ' Up to the Mountain' tu.huwaaa. boleh menitik air mata dengar lagu tu.huhu

Yeah. So.

Aku just nak luahkan pendapat je tentang kuasa mengundi yang berleluasa kat amerika tu. Lagipun, kalau asyik nak tunggu buat benda best untuk menulis blog ni, memang jarang-jarang la aku hapdet.

One more thing, I'm planning to go to Phuket or Krabi on the end of this year. Siapa nak ikut??? Dua-dua tempat tu best untuk adventure activities. Cave exploration, canoeing, climbing. warghh. 

Kawan-kawan, help me decide please...

Phuket or Krabi?

Phuket?

Krabi?

Argh dua-dua best! Senang pegi je la dua-dua. AirAsia tengah promote hotseat sekarang, tapi stil mahal. Nak tunggu next promotion. Nak ikut tak?jom!

:)  :)  :)

the land below the wind

hello hello!

kembali saya menulis di sini setelah bergembira, bergambar dan bershopping sepuas hati di Kota Kinabalu teheehe.bessstttttt! dalam pengalaman kali kedua di sana, banyak lagi yang saya tengok, contoh, di Kinabalu Park, saya masuk botanical garden yang menempatkan banyak tumbuhan pelik-pelik and and dapat spend a night there viewing the magnificent Mount Kinabalu from the hotel room, fuhh cantik tak terkata. Di KK pula, saya dapat pergi Pasar Tamu or Gaya Street Market yang menempatkan bermacam-macam benda yang unik sekali. eh eh apsal macam karangan budak sekolah ye saya menulis ni?hehehe

Apapun memang best la gile gle punye best. Apa-apapun, saya akan menceritakan trip saya ini beserta dengan gambar :) Oh, all the pictures are courtesy of my brother. Saya tak pandai ambil gambar sangat.

 

JHB waiting for departure to BKI

 

I look fat here. But whatever, the view amazed me.

Sampai di BKI terminal 2 at approximately 12 pm, and started our journey at 1. Kota Kinabalu hujan that time, tapi di kaki gunung  tak hujan, so peluang yang ada, saya ambil gambar banyak-banyak la beb.hehe

 

Ha, ini kurus.teheeheheee ;)

 

Cantik sangat kan? Macam tak nak balik

 

 Suasana senja di kaki Gunung Kinabalu, at our room at Kinabalu Pine Resort.

Me and my family didn't visit any of the attractions the day of our arrival there, but the resort itself was the main attraction to us since it is surrounded by so many beautiful pine trees and a very fine landscaping. Plus, our room has the best view of Mount Kinabalu and I sat there for hours in our balcony just watching the mountains. Sangat sangat cantik. 

 

Tengok, melaram habis nak ambik gambar :D

 

Lepas breakfast, jalan-jalan di kawasan resort, 

penting ye, sebab nak ambik gambar puas-puas :)

 

 The resort's dining place. Magnificent.

 

 Sempat tangkap gambar adek-beradek

 Family picture pun sempat juga :)

Puas bergambar di Kinabalu Pine Resort, kami check-out from the hotel, and went straight to Kinabalu Park. Dah lama rasanya tak dapat breath a very fresh air. Kalau saya duduk sini mesti sihat walafiat badan saya. Sayur-sayur, buah-buahan semua gemuk-gemuk. Geram je tengok. Tapi harga, mahal.

Khusyuk tengok tumbuhan pelbagai rupa

Gambar atas dan bawah ni di Botanical Garden, Kinabalu Park. Tengok macam-macam spesies pokok ada and semua tumbuh cantik je. Kalau kat rumah yang my dad bela, bunga kecik-kecik je semua, tapi kat sini MasyaAllah, sangat sihat.

 

gila bergambar.tempat cantik beb

Pokok orkid yang belum berbunga bersama bunga melur 

(haha thats my name! melur=jasmine=yasmin hehe)

belalang my friend

Habis berjalan di Kinabalu Park, we headed to the city and find our hotel. We checked in at Garden Hotel and rested for the evening. Later that night, we all pergi makan seafood. Mahal, tapi worth it la. Haha picture tak ada sebab tak sempat nak snap, semua dah kebulur.

Then on the 3rd day, we went to the island, kami pilih Mamutik island instead of Manukan. Coz masa saya pergi last year, Manukan Island's corals are mostly dead and there's not much of fishes there. So, based on my experience tu la we chose Mamutik and had a nice picnic and snorkel until evening. Mula-mula my dad kata tak payah la nak snorkel, kita mandi-mandi je. Then lepas pujuk dia, he agreed and when he had his first experience snorkeling, terus dia kata "Lepas ni kita beli je lah snorkeling set, so tak payahla susah-susah nak sewa those equpiment, mahal".And then terus planning nak pegi Redang, Perhentian blablablabla. Hahaha 

Mak excited naik boat.

Pantai yang indah

I'm on top of the beauty pyramid,its just a statement, truth is, I'm not. 

I'm just an ordinary person:)

Di malam hari ketiga ni pula, kitorang pergi makan seafood juga, tapi yang jauh lagi murah daripada yang yesterday punya. Makan ikan bakar kat Pasar Filipina. Sedap gila makan ikan dia semua fresh. Bila teringat balik, terliur pulak, and makan masa tu macam tak ingat dunia.lol.

 

Fourth day, before bertolak balik, we went to Gaya Street Market or Pasar Tamu to get a glimpse of the culture there. Kat sana banyak jual souvenirs la, and my dad asyik hilang je. Tak pernah nampak dia excited terlebih nak shopping. Selalu dia yang merungut sebab penat tunggu me and my mum shopping. Tapi kat sini dah terbalik. lol

musicians playing local music

Last picture before headed to airport

Overall, our trip went smoothly. Tak dapat backpacking dengan my friends the other day terubat juga bila dapat ke sini lagi. Adios. Saya nak datang lagi, nak panjat Gunung Kinabalu pula and nak pegi Sipadan island. Peace out!